11.05.11~

assalammualaikum...!!

ye today is my birthday..thnks for all wishes!

sian kte..npe lak? xde ape lahh..

tqvm to my ibu..n ayah..

thnks a lot to my fren sbb nk join my party..hahah..

party lahh sgt kn? 

I'm appreciated that..

actually nk ajak sume mmbe2 poli..tp diorng jauh..ssh lak nk trun..

xpe..lain kali lahh...
ermm..bler celebrate birthday t'ingt mse smbut kt poly..
best sgt! mmg xabs cter lahh..
heee...:)
thnks aten and her group kt kamsis..:D

thnks gk kt sume mmbe clas yg telah membancuh sy dengan tepung dan hmpir2 mnjd cekodok basi..hahahah..

macehh ibu wt cake ney untuk kte..:)

ermm...thnks gk yg sudi nk join my celebration..haha..

tq2..thnks gk pd aunty and c.intan yg bg sy hdiah..huhuhh..

paling best! die wish kte pnye bsday..

tu pon sbb kte da wish besday die dlu..hahah

HARAPAN!

nver mind lahh..

bakal kakak ipar sy..

pic candid,,sbb t'jotos pale wisyah..hahaha

i lurve u lahh mother!

<3!

hopefully all that i wish become true~~

malas nk pegi school ye..?

assalamualaikum...!

bella dtg lg! hehehe..ney haa nk cter..

psal budk tecik ney..mleh nk g skolah??isshh3x!!hehehe

sume disbbkan bella jugk...

budak tecik ney nme die NUR HAMDINA..die cousin kte..bru drjh 2..

ad bbrape sbb die xnk g school..hahahha...

nk t'glak bler ingt sorg2..haa..mle nyerr cm ney..

hayati dialog ney k?

sy : dina,jom tgk cter Senjakala..alaa cter yg bru tu..cter hntu taw!

*die dgn xcited,jomm...!

budk tecik : jommm..! k.beel..alaa..tp da nk pkul 12..aq nk g skolah..

*pdahal jam bru pkul 10.45..dina2...~~

sy:lmbt lg lahh...

*kte pon psg..tgk pnye tgk..dgn khusyukk...tbe2 die ckp..

budk tecik : k.beel,aq mlas lahh nk pegi skolah..

*dgn nada yg slow..+ takot! hahaha

sy : haipp..!! mne bleh..pegi jgn ponteng..

*nsihat sbgai akak sepupu yg b'tnggungjawab..hahaha..cehh..

budk tecik : alaa..mlas lahh..

*die merayu dan terus mrayu..hehehe..

sy : ok,nnti k.beel anta naik kete..pegi skolah lmbt skit taw..

*bjet da pro bwk kete?

budk tecik : ye ke? alaa..:(

suddenly..

ibu pnggl..'dina..meyh mkan,nk pegi skolah dahh..'die pon b'bunyi..

budak tecik : ishh..

*dgn braninyerr..die tnye ibu kte..iaitu aunty die..

budk tecik : makk,na mlas lahh nk pegi skolah..

ibu : heyy,mne boleh..ko tgk k.beel ad rumah,ko mlas pulak..

*die sdih lg..shingga xdpt mnelan nasi dgn 
smpurna..hahah..means,xabis sperti slalu..die pon akhirnyerr dgn brat ati..pegi jgk skolah..hahaha...aduhh...mcm2 hal nk mlayan..

ermm..ok ney je cter kte..wlaupon ianyerr xlahh sesedap 
'Gula-gula Strawberries..'
tp mnghayatinyerr ad mksud yg t'sirat..hii..cehh..

p/s: jgn suke2 nk ponteng skolah lg ye,budk tecik!

Gubahan Rindu Puisi Syahdu~

jomm....!! lyn lgu ney...

 dis song are very meaningful for me..hehehe

emosi xsetabil..

haiipp.......! heheh...gelak plak dahh..

ermm..arini emosi xstabil..kt ofce pon wt prangai yg menjengkelkan..sng cter..

show out my trully attitude..!huhh..

i don't know why..how cme be like that..

all the works give out to me,for do..!ishh...stupid!

that is about the place im training there..

now..

about my self today..:'(

nothing happen,but im feel so sad

im crying in the shower..

try to hndle this feeling..but i cannot lahh..

ye,mmg bella arini kje nk nangis je..

tbe bleh mngenangkan nasib dri ney..

adooyyyaii....

sdih sgt..nangis mcm kne rotan b'kali-kali..

thats mean..

sakit + sedih laa..? ermm...

its hard to say this..

but im want it!

people changes..to -ve or +ve?

don't know lahh

now..its hard to shre my problem..

its hard to saying about my self..

sekarang..kte ngn die xmcm dulu lg..

skit2 da brubah..xthu spe yg berubah..

itu msing pnye hal lahh

klau dlu2 die lahh tmpt mluahkn,,die jgk bg support..

skrg mcm xde je..:(

sng nk cter ape2 je kt die..

im really2 appreciate tht! tqvm my dear...:)

mne die?? ad je...hehehe..

p/s: hnye mmpu b'doa yg t'baik untuk sy dan die...

to Juliana Latiff

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..!

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN!

that's wish is for my bestie!

Siti Juliana Bt Abd Latiff...

haa..ney die..!

j..bukn nme sbnar..die 'sahabat' kte since skolah rndah dlu..

dr drjh satu sampai drjh tige ok..kteorg 1 class..

drjh empat..j tukar class..sbb die pndai..die dpt class first..xcm kte..smpai lahh drjh enam..

tp kteorg still kwn..:)

then,msuk form 1..kteorg dpt lg 1 class..!! best gler ok,xsngke! hee..

smpai lahh form 3,da dpt rsult,j still best than me,it's ok..

tp...still jugk dpt class yg sme kn j?? smpai form 5!!

rsult spm,j still the best than me,hehehe..bukn sbb kte xblaja..blaja kn j?? sme2 lg..xde rzki..

after form 5,kteorg b'psah..

j dapt matrix kt jauhh......Perlis tau..

kte..Poly PD plihan p'tame, tp ad jgk tnggu tmpt lain..

from there,kteorg b'psah demi mngejar cte2..sdih,sbb xprnah b'psah..

takot dilupekn,bler da dpt fren baru..tp x pe..

kteorg still cntct..smpai lahh skrg..j tgh stdy in degree..sy?? diploma xabs lg! xpe,slow2..hehehe..im still support j..xde mse nk jles lahh..xdpt pe pon..kn j..??

 tp lme dahh xjmpe j..! rinduuuuu..!

die busy..sy pon..xpe kteorg akan dpt jmpe jgk wlau cm mne skali pon..

message to all my beloved fren..: Tiada ungkapan perpisahan dalam persahabatan walau maut jadi noktahnya.. Kerana seorang sahabat itu terlalu istimewa dalam doa saudaranya yang lain biarpun tanpa bayangnya :)

ermm..itulahh prinsip yg bella pegang selame ney..semakin jauh kte dgn sahabt' kte..smakin jd rpat lahh kte ngn die..walaupon xslalu cntc..mengingatinyerr sudah cukup berhrge..klau ingt msti lahh rndu nk cllng2 kn? haa..cm tu lahh mksud kte..

terima kasih yaa..:D

a billion thousand for your advise..

thnks so..much!

i know,u and me,are in the same situation..

ehh..po kono lak ney nk sepiking..hahah..sjo yo..

haa..ckp nogori lak aii..

huhh..wht ever..

the truly about this entry is..

jus wanna to say..thnks to all my fren 4 ur advse..!

im take it in a gud positive thnkng! :)

especially for c.nelly..heheh..b'cos,we are in the same situation..

i know its hurts..but wht should i do?? try to find the way..n also try to solve it..

but i can't..! jus be patient n pray for the best rsult! yee..haaa...! thnks also for the understnd about my problem,,even tht's a not so important matter for u all..!

for me,it's very2 importnt..

in this situation try TO be professional lahh..to get the gud way in handle it..:D

teett2..!! : msih mnunjuk kn mud yg mnis untuk cver sume t'rse dlm ati..:)

merepek lahh kau! bella............

haiipp..! it's me,bella here...

ingin b'kate tp x t'daye..

mnahan skit tkak..akibt b'karok..tp xpe 1 kpuasan smate2..

ehem.ehem sje lahh mmpu di bnyikan,btol2 perit..

mnum ini xkne,mnum itu xkne..

wht ever lahh kau dear..huhh..

haisshh.. npe ney..??

haa..mcm2 hal lahh..

pms sy kmbali normal..stlh 3 bulan mnyepi..

hilang resah tmbh gundah..

knpe lak? tnye nabil nnti die jwb k,

mlas nk lyan dah..

elk wt bnde2 yg xspatutnyerr kang..

eh,,jgn...bella!tah ape yg jd kt dri ney..

xtntu arah di wtnyerr..

bler nk mler kmbali sperti dlu..?ye,rndu mnusuk kalbu..

bler t'ingt dlu2..rse hepi x t'kate..

aiyaa..susah wo...

ya laa..bukn niat nk m'halang..tp tolng jngn mlupakan 

ehh..pe plak ney..xde ape..wktu snyi cm ney..mrepek lahh best!

hahah..kdng2 t'gelak sorng2..nk jd ape? 

of cos lahh pnsyarah..eh,org xtnye lahh..biar lahh

ok lahh setakt ney dlu..bye!

haa..amek ku aq da mrepek xtntu psal..wht ever..!..ko ad??